Feb 26, 2009

A disgrace of the morale

It was in the middle of a morning. And the tone was set to be gloom. As always, positive thinking is preferable. Nothing could have so caused an unbearable disgrace of the morale as when vanity, and ruthlessness by a group, were much reserved for the food of thought.

A few of respected schoolmates gathered to discuss a final project with the inmates. And, as far as prejudice serves, no significant outcome or performance was foreseen, that could be derived from the gathering.

The reasons:

1) Sincerely intending to greet hello was looked upon as if it was a redundancy. The way greeting should be was spoilt immediately when a cold eye was threw as if not welcoming and inviting.

2) With veil of deceit came forth a comment with such unbearable nature: "Why shouldn't you go back to study?" It was most probably unintentional but the evil was felt to be deeply embedded with no consciousness.

3) Awkward set in: it was bore wholeheartedly to resolve it with grace and comfort for both parties. However, the conversation shifted to a different subject and it came out negatively as it was done reluctantly and without the truthful eye-contact of the perpetrator having done with the head hung low and under false pretences.

4) Intention to offer an idea with full occupation of the mind was unavailing and decidedly to halt it was the only option, as the coherence of the idea to the group was in the horizon and received with no appreciation. Attention was shifted again and, with the uncoordinated mood of the moment, came the cordial inviting to the unnecessary subject, rejected and oppressed and bullied by group pressure, to turn back to study.

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I did not pretend to be superior and was sincerely wanting to greet you in the wonderful morning. I understood the pressure you bore to be facing with such a huge and challenging project. And you persuaded me to help out so I started thinking but was in no time kicked in the face.

It seemed that you did not value and appreciate any help.

I was then sorry to disturb your project undertakings.